so uncomf.

nice guy, kinda smelly.
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—A Call to Harm

nü jamz

Hello.

I said hello to you, with eyes so bright and new
Your hand, I held onto
Oh, if I only knew…

You said goodbye too soon, my heart was dark and bruised
World’s completely askew
An inheritance from you

i hate thinking of titles.

If you could breathe beneath the ocean
Free from all the ungodly commotion
The deprivation of oxygen
Just might make you feel
Feel the same as we’ve all felt
From all the damage that you’ve dealt
The suffocation of overwhelm
Just might make you see

That it’s time to go
Far away

So where ever this journey takes you
Don’t let the pressure break you
The sudden conscience of the mistaken
Will create your final words:
“So please don’t lead me off the beaten path
Coz I’ve never been good
At metaphors or maps”
 
Now it’s time to go
Far away

It’s time that you chose
What emotions to feign
To end this regime of guilt and  pain
It’s time that you chose
How to continue your reign
Of isolation and deprecation

Now it’s time to go
Far away

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—Untitlelectro

chubstep

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—The Book of Love (Peter Gabriel cover)

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—Untitled (B)

mellow.

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—Untitled (A)

Lost lyrics #6

All that we know is what we’re told
Time to be bold and snub your nose
In their direction, with no protection

I’ll believe in you if you believe in me
Let’s just wait and see how far we can push the envelope
You’re not in love with me, you’re just in lust with me
Disappointingly, that’s just how this story goes

The feelings we hold, can’t be left alone
They make you cold
And yearn to atone for your misdirection
A love insurrection

I’ll believe in you if you believe in me
Let’s just wait and see how long until you let go
I’m not in love with you, I’m just fond of you
And you know it’s true: you idealize what you don’t know.

Lost lyrics #5

It’s hard to see in this seedy place.
The neon bar lights reflect off your face.
That drunken glare smiles away our cares
I never thought we could be this close…

But my God, they’re playing that song
I’ve been waiting too long to say to you:
“You’re the most beautiful thing I’ve seen so far”
So I ask “Do you care to dance?”

Our bodies moving
Our drinks are spilling
Clumsy laughter is the only thing
That escapes our mouths.
We’re so close, I can taste your sweat.
But not as much as I can smell the whiskey on your breath.

But my God, they’re playing that song.
We’ve been kissing for so long…

My heart’s beating
So goddamn rapidly
Then you give me that glare again.
The way you held my face,
The way your lips taste,
I’m stuck in wonder by your stare.

But wait, they’re not playing that song
My gut’s telling me that something’s wrong.
“They won’t play that song again,
It’s just been stuck in your head”.
Then you say to me:
“You’re the most beautiful thing I’ve seen so far”.
Then you ask “Do you care to laugh?”

Lost lyrics #4

haven’t slept a wink since you left without warning.
I’ve had time to think since Monday morning.
After you swooned me with your angelic eyes
But everything changes at daybreak as you said:

“Hello, beautiful.”
I realize these pleasures of the flesh
Will be the death of me.

You left me in my bed, so enthralled
Oh how I’ve longed to return your call
But what am I so afraid of?
I’ve been asking myself that for decades
Come to me in the twilight,
So I can whisper in your ear:

“Hello, beautiful”
I realize that every word
Has been filtered into dirt.

Dirt-cheap lies that fly like an ember
To spark a wildfire of adolescent desires.
Oh, Beautiful, you are so full of it with fickle shit
That I never know when you start or when you quit.
Your beautiful lies, oh my lord, those thighs bring to mind
When my libido’s lost and then I find myself in another fight.

But it’s a new day and too early
To bicker with each other’s feelings.
Then you say “When I’m with you, I feel so happy”
I reply that “Happiness is only a phase.”

Lost lyrics #3

It’s been awhile since we can say
When exactly we became this way
I feel bad I don’t remember
Because I don’t consider us together
Oh no
I’m so sorry
Oh no
I’m not sorry

And I can see why you’d be upset
When you’ve been with someone who forgets
You feel that I can’t keep it together
Because I will never feel better about myself
I’m so sorry about myself
I’m not sorry.

What did I do to deserve you?

This is the breaking point
Of whether or not to disappoint you
We feel bad whenever we’re not around
Because you’d rather see me underground.

What have to give for this love to live?
What has to be said before we’re cold and dead?
What has to be done before we have no emotions?
What did I do to deserve you?

Lost lyrics #2

Your adorable fallacies
& my abhorrent perfections
Collide

When you leave it all behind
Just let the red-eye be
Enshrined

But sometimes, oh sometimes
We believe
That never, no, never do we
Agree

Meet me behind the baggage claim
But don’t you forget where you came from

Welcome to my heart
The flight once always grounded and delayed

Lost lyrics #1

I know of a former significant other
Who came to me about our troubled past, well
Significance is only what you make it
I’ve given you so much and it’s time I take it back

I know of an acquaintance in some form or another
Who spoke to me about love and sex
“Whenever I see couples, it always gives me hope
That I might be falling in love next.”

I know of a former one nite lover
Who I walked in on - hands in her face, crying
I never could relate to her antagonizing pain
She said to me “Baby, I think I’m dying”

I tell her “It’s not your fault
That’s just the way things are
It’s alright,
Stop all your crying.”

She said “You tell me it’s not my fault
You tell me to stop crying.
You tell me I’m alright,
I’m not alright.”

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—Concord Will Burn (demo)

old demo.

I could write a lengthy list of why I’m almost completely over editing skate videos in this day and age.